Ahh tomorrow..

Really not looking forward to tomorrow...


I've never been to a funeral before, nor witnessed a death of anyone close to me, so tomorrow may be a bit hard hitting.
My Grandad George passed away on 1st October bless him, and I've not thought about it too much really, like whenever I do think about it, I just instantly distract myself from it. Which I guess is a bit like running away from it really, so hopefully tomorrow will be the end of it, and he can RIP :)
The main thing though is the fact that my Mum is so torn up about it. And it's hard to constantly look after her, and keep her happy, so for her sake I hope tomorrow is the end of it all.
The other reason is my Nana obviously, she's now all alone bless her, which makes me sad tbh; but I think it's somehow a bit of a blessing in disguise for her. She's been looking after him for about the last 3 years, and she's fit and healthy- so at least she can now continue with her normal life. That sounds so horrible but it's actually not. My grandad has been waiting for this for a while, so at least he's at peace. And hopefully after tomorrow, my family will be as well:)


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